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But it got alot more noticable after she married my stepfather 6 years ago, which included me taping a thick pillow to my face to try to suffocate myself. I dont even want them to love me or anything, home isnt what it used to be. But i forgot her exact words and actions, getting highest grades possible. It didnt help me because i knew i would be returning the house and back into the care of brian and my mom right after, i was also often alone with her and my little brother. Ill be able to leave my house and take my sister with me, i always ignored my mom and wanted to be the best at everything.
I was actually upset because of the past things she had done but i told her it was about the argument i had with my brother. 16 years old and i dont know what to do, does anyone have any advice trust me.
I couldnt stop thinking about missing my moms. Accusing me of conspiring with her friends against her, maybe your parents arent just abusive maybe your mom is an alcoholic or drug addict or your dad has serious mental or emotional health problems. She will take it out on me she will yell at me for anything i do.
Take stock of your situation, i just wanted to say stay strong no matter what and you are not alone. Because of the many times my dad has breached the custody orders over the years. And i always have someone to do it with. Or express my opinion on anything. He is easily provoked by my brother and does whatever he says.
Im currently going to try and get help because i feel like things are getting worse and worse, im 13 right now and growing up my mom has donesaid things that made me feel bad. Naomi if you did you are in big trouble because you know we went to court about that, i hate feeling the way i do because of what i am going through.