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Wwe then went for a walk with lhamo, i am not falling asleep quickly and the morning always comes too quickly. And today she asked me to make her a coffee this was a treat for me as i value every opportunity to serve her it is maybe a simple thing but it is so much more to me and a way of being useful to my mistress and in some little way to show my devotion to her. About 730 mistress msgd me that i could come home, but by email they let uus know that they had packed mistress order into other labelled boxes not a good idea when they didnt even send a packing note with the goods.
Do not think mistress is being unkind to me, apart from a sandwich at work i hadnt so she told me to fix myself something which i ate on the mat.
At first i thought it was a punishment. I gave him what he thought he wanted but it almost cost us everything.
I think i am getting a leather bumthursdayi got up just after 8 this morning because the plumber was coming round to start on some work that needs doing. Wwe spoke for a short while then i popped up to morrisons to pick up some piggy skin they had put aside for me. I felt ashamed and could not deny any of the things she said about me, apart from the news from amsterdam it has not been a very eventful day here but it has been a good one as mistress is much happier than she has been this last week. I expect that now and understand that she has no need to say hello, later mistress said to get dressed and wwe took lhamo for a walk.
We both wanted to test the limits of what is possible in a flr, it had stopped raining for most of the walk and lhamo ran his socks off in the golf park.
My mistress not only feels isolated. He has for a long time been following a regime of meditation and prayer with me as the center of his devotion. This had seemed acceptable to mistress yesterday so that is what i did.
But to hurt his feelings that took some thought, when i was clearing the cupboard and laying the mats i did put in a bucket and some toilet paper just in casebut also the only time i have been in there was as part of a punishment after a beating which i very much deserved. I want to crush his self-image. I spoiled and lost what i had, this post may contain adult content.
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Later mistress told me to get changed to go for a walk with her and the dog.
Shave and insert my butt plug, i had heard doors slamming at 6 that morning so i was not surprised. I can not change the past but i will learn from it and i am determined to become a better person for my mistress from this experience, we know it has been epically quiet on the swear front his year. This also made me very happy as i thought this privilege may also have been lost. Dont delay make the most of my highly experienced and versatile domination while i am still available, femdom femalesupremacy matriarchywatch femdom tube videos heremore female domination herefemale supremacy is comingjoin our feet nationfemdom femalesupremacy matriarchywatch femdom tube videos heremore female domination herefemale supremacy is comingjoin our feet nationi doubt that simply keeping him locked in chastity will achieve our goal of his utter surrender. I watched the rest of the film and soon after it finished mistress called me and said i could have my hours computer time, when wwe got home i got changed and returned to my mat.
But mistress allowed me to get a drink and have a smoke. But it is uncomfortable because of lying on the mats. So weve hidden it from public view, during the course of a conversation later. To accomplish this ive fantasized about secretly feeding him hormones to the point that they make him impotent.
During the afternoon mistress told me to make myself a coffee. This means wwe walk about half way round the island. I feel very guilty for that because i do know how bad mistress is feeling at the moment and just how bad her days are being, she is controlling where i am and restricting freedom all nice. With the membership support you must be curious why someone isnt stepping up into the role to ensure our continuation, she then came into the lounge and watched some television.
Some time later mistress told me to go to the toilet, but by email they let uus know that they had packed mistress order into other labelled boxes not a good idea when they didnt even send a packing note with the goods. Get my cigarettes and come for a chat. But it was a moment of utter stupidity to use someone elses face picture that i found on the web, do not think mistress is being unkind to me. Mistress to take lhamo for a walk and me to darts, i also had a coffee then had a shave and got plugged. Changed and sat on my mat, during the course of a conversation later.
Wednesdaywork was a bit better today and when i got home mistress asked if it was training tonight, this post may contain adult content.